RAN(dom)T(hought)S

It doesnt take a psychologist to deduce the fact that people are naturally good third person advisers. But when it comes to your own dilemmas, we tend to negate or neglect what we try to convey to our peers.

Sometimes we feel it is best to have a self-induced deafening technique just to get by with the recurring rants and whines of people that continuously makes a fool out of themselves by habitually comitting the same mistakes over and over again. We suggest remedies that are already in front of them but just too naive to even notice it unless you slap it right through their faces and just too stubborn to even consider doing it. Its annoying actually how they come over to you and they just hear what you have to say but they dont listen to your advices.

But what I failed to realize is the fact that we all came to that point. To the point wherein we knew what was right and we knew what to do but we were too afraid to risk and to know what the outcomes will  be. We were just too emotionally attached with the situation that we only care "what is" and failed to consider "what ought to be" or "what should be". That from our perspective it is never stubbornness to hope. that it is never naivety to give chances. and that it is never wrong to sacrifice.

How I wish we can all live in a state of oblivion wherein we can easily forget what hurts us in just a snap of a finger. In a world where misery can never be a problem. In a world wherein we just have to sleep off all our problems and we dont have to feel bad the following day. That we can move on anytime we want to. that we dont have to depend on the advices of other people because there was an easy way out to all our problems. Thats the panacea we are all wishing for. But, reality bites. and it bites really hard. It doesnt exist. It will never exist.

PUPPY LOVE

T. Swift once said, and I quote "When youre 15 and somebody told you they love you you gotta believe them." I remember I had my 2nd girlfriend when I was 15. I did try to get it on with her but good thing she didnt agree coz now she has 2 kids already and not even married. Then I lost my virginity the year after.

Anywaaaays, not exactly the point. I have a nephew aged 15 and he messaged me one day.

Honestly, I just met this kid last year. They live in Australia but he doesnt have any siblings. Thats prolly why he messaged me coz he doesnt have a big brother that he can talk to. So I grabbed the chance to be close to him. and here comes Valentines day. He asked me on what he can give to this girl he met in the Philippines during their vacation. and so I suggested that he record a video and Ill edit it coz he doesnt know anything about video editing, like literally. He doesnt even know how to record a video. Well, anyways here are the results:

I edited it in 2 hours. Now he gave me his facebook name/password so that I can upload it directly to the girl she likes. And so I waited for the girl's reaction. She was like "Yea. Its cute". I was like, what?! thats her only reaction? If I was a girl, Id fall head over heels over this kid. He plays professional football (In fact, he might get a scholarship in England for it), Hes on top of his class, you can see on the video he looks good, he's good natured. Overall package. In short, mana sa tito! except for the perverted part of this kid. HAHA.

Speaking of valentines gift. Heres my valentines gift for myself:

3 stitches on my right thumb. I accidentally cut myself with an ampule then it opened like my thumb was about to fall. now I cant play with myself for days.. or even weeks!! HAHA. kidding. I cant even type fast. I tried driving my motorcycle and it stings like hell so yeah cant do anything much over the next few days. Wala na ngang valentines date, may sugat pa. Oh yeah! Toodles.